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Sovereign Despotism Pt​.​1

by Consume-Abuse-Decay

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1.
Intro 13 02:54
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2.
Rip Me Apart 05:13
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I can't find the cure for you pale white. markings I can't spend a night with you it is. never-ending my thirst is at a high heat is rising if I ever lose you would be more than consuming ive wasted all my life eat your fire can't escape the pain tonight have to feed the hunger and I try, don't know why, all the illusions I hide when you're ripping me apart and tearing me down I crawl, like a slave, encaged by your pain and aim to satisfy you, its free, to fall down and I crawl, and I beg, I plead, and I wept, please just give me that sweet and dirty thing I need it to breath can't retain, can't escape, the illusions I make its wearing down on me endlessly rip me apart so this is what its like to be your one and only to satisfy then pacify consume your perversions I am loyal like a dog always play for me remove my face to catch a taste without you I am nothing and I try, don't know why, all the illusions I hide when you're ripping me apart and tearing me down I crawl, like a slave, encaged by your pain and aim to satisfy you, its free, to fall down and I crawl, and I beg, I plead, and I wept, please just give me that sweet and dirty thing I need it to breath can't retain, can't escape, the illusions I make its wearing down on me endlessly rip me apart
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Come And Get It 03:21
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Hey there little boy what you doing to me? I've got the time and I know that you give it for free grab my tongue stitch the eye out pull out give in ride out fuck me til you cry out scratch my tongue with your lips come and suck the life out grind me til the suns down come and fuck my eyes out give it to me isn't this what you wanted? another John to give you something you're life is worthless worth nothin? HA words mean nothing actions are payment now fucking pay me now bite the pavement come and get it cut the eyes out its hard to breathe he can't keep his hands off of me taste of grace with distaste and sodomy I feel his hands all over me existence is weak too dirty for me I never pass on crazy I call it lunacy red your lips and the bruises that you hide tie you up to the bed I can fuck you all night come and get it come and get it
4.
I Come Alive At Midnight 03:29
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I come alive when it strikes at midnight you've been sleeping for far too long wide awake to rip the stitches as they itch inside your tongue cut it loose to release all your sins as they wonder whose controlling you now as the ground is wearing so, so thin as you break it, fall through the ground wide awake from the terrors of reality but who could harm such a pretty thing well aware of the harm that you cause and I wonder what you'll become my cross to bear is grinding me down like enormous weights on my chest i'm the last to demise to survive the last to pain the test
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Intermission 02:27
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6.
No One Else Will Ever Have It 05:52
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well I want what I want there's no resisting it I've got your tongue grinding sweeter then a baphomet I want what I want and ima get it all tonight covered in latex and leather, I heard your tight at a loss for words when my eyes set down on you a tricky baby, grind on anything that touches you a little slutty, with the fear of a god strike me down cuz I'm looking to turn you on left with a label that speaks heresy you always look the best when your on your knees and I feel it and I need it have to have it I demand it and I feel it and I need it have to trap it no one else will ever have it set your legs wide cuz i'm coming inside bite the dirt that your face is suffocated by don't resist it, it only turns me on such a fragile toy, I've caught pack the meth pipe pack it thick come and show me that you can handle it and I feel it and I need it have to have it I demand it and I feel it and I need it have to trap it no one else will ever have it
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Selfish Filthy Dirty 09:24
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Just sit back and watch the pixels on the screen Crave to touch yourself when you are watching pretty things I have to ask myself why him? why you? why me? But bills get paid no time to waste no time to even think Peace at night is hard to find Alone at night Peace will never obtain mind State of mind Peace at night alone I find it's hard to find Alone at night I seem to find That i'm a Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy I've been hearing all your thoughts Shots been lost guess you forgot All the pretty things Worth to hide destroy all things Are your veins running hot? As you drone across the floor Searching for that hidden door All the shiny things Haste be not Control all things But this One you can’t stop All the voices coming in Became too much pain for him Neither pills nor pain Suffocate His DNA He fought it off But he gives in He's a Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy As I’m staring watch you go Back in the world you’re so alone The voices setting in Can’t control Can’t kill within Truth you hide The voice that’s inside Advise Now you get another victim You hear their cries you learn their Weakness All the vaseline Gasoline On pretty things Truth be told You’re never alone He knows All the voices coming in Became too much pain for him Neither skin nor pain Satisfy His DNA He fought it off But he gives in He's a Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy As you take another shot Erase the voice Then kill the thought All these voices Yet alone Echoing in the cold Extra slow Extra low All the temptations within him Forgive him not Forgive my sins I am your god I’ll make it slow Droaning Painful and cold Red and brown Hit the ground No sound Cuz ALL MY VOICES CAVING IN FILL HIS CUP WITH FILTH AND SIN THE ACT BECAME TOO MUCH CANT HELP ME NOW IM GONE IM LOST I TRIED TO FIGHT BUT I GAVE IN I'M A Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy Selfish Filthy Dirty Boy Selfish Filthy Dirty Toy
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Private Show 03:25
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Hands of grace Red champagne Obsessed asphyxiated Pains it’s too late Everybody have to know They’ve got to know About your private show Everywhere you let them know They have to go To your Private show Crave so bad Live to have Baby get blues so damn bad Wicked games Out of time Out of strife You live your life Live the same Every lay History Repeat the same Out of time Out of line Beg for it Your suicide Everywhere you have to go They’ve got to know About your private show Everywhere you let them know They have to go To your Private show It’s the same Everyday Living just to feel the pain Out in sight In your mind Pay for this You pay full price Crave the sin Just give in All your thoughts Are caving in Worth the vice Cut your loss Just give in To all your thoughts It's the same Everyday Living to get rid of pain That’s your life It’s your choice Pray for him He’s gone within Everywhere you have to go They’ve got to know Your private show Everywhere you let them know They have to go To your Private show
9.
Inside Of Me 05:00
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I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much I'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me and I stutter with you inside me can't stop my mind from replaying you inside me I can't shake the thought of you inside of me never meant to fall addicted to you inside me a drink can't shut it down a hit won't satisfy I've been taking hits all day and you've been on my mind I want your lips all the time, can't deny can't stitch my emptiness with a second of your time I can get it up I can get it off a tragic love affair you are my air you satisfy all of my cravings and dreams without you baby there ain't a thing I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside of me and I've been wanting you inside me can't write a check worth the price of you inside me I've been wanting you inside me I've gotta have it even if it's the death of me and I stutter up you can shut it down baby let me turn you up and inside out if looks could kill then I am dead I see all the pain in your head a kiss won't pacify a touch will waste my time you're the object of my affection you are perfection I want your lips I want your touch I just want to fall in love I just want to get enough I will never get enough the way you look, the way you stare better then a hit of meth, I couldn't care if you want nothing less then to get away babe its not an option to leave you'll stay I told you iv'e been wanting you inside me you can't catch your breath guess you should've been inside of me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside me I've been watching you inside me can't catch a breath how much i'm taking inside of me

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released May 27, 2022

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