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DEPRAVED
05:04
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I Fall Upon you
Stale Became the few
The rush I get in you
Makes me want to die
Your lips So Sweet
I push In Deep
The rush To your place
I can’t replace you
I can’t find nothing better
Swear I’m gonna lose my mind
Over stress myself with pleasure
It’s just how I’m predefined
I touch myself the thought of you
I just want you to come fuck me up
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me Fuckin More
Give Me More
They All stare
We Don’t care
You rub All over me
They watch As you go down
The crowd surrounds
And they watch
As you toss in me
And they watch
As you fuck in me
And they watch
As you toss in me
And they watch
as you fuck in me
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
I can’t find nothing better
Swear I’m gonna lose my mind
Over stress myself with pleasure
It’s just how I’m predefined
I touch myself the thought of you
I just want you to come fuck me up
Give Me More
Give Me More
Give Me More
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2. |
GRIND LOW SLOW
06:55
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I can’t seem to get him off
I can’t seem to turn it on
Pack the pipe just one more time
Maybe were just a lil high
I thought it was satisfactory
Turns out he’s just been playing me
Is it really just the drugs?
Or is this not even love?
I don’t like to manifest
I just love to be in bliss
Why not when its simple
You can buy
You pick you choose it all the time
And we try the passer bys
To see if we can get a rise
But they cant seem to be enough
They’re much too soft he likes it rough
Here I go wasting my time
All my money and my pride
I just need to satisfy
His carnal urge is on the rise
Fuck him til he’s dead
Then fuck him some more
Do we care for morals
When all we want is to score?
Satisfaction is the only thing that can free me
Let them all come inside
The ones who beg to please
Fuck him til he’s dead then fuck him some more
Do we really care for morals when we want to score?
GRIND
LOW
SLOW
EAT
ME
UP
WRITHE
LIE
SLOW
CANT
SAY
NO
GRIND
LOW
SLOW
EAT
ME
UP
WRITHE
LIE
LOW
CANT
SAY
NO
GRIND
LOW
SLOW
EAT
ME
UP
WRITHE
LIE
LOW
CANT
SAY
NO
GRIND
WRITHE
SLOW
Grind
Low
Slow
Eat
Me
Up
Writhe
Lie
Low
Can’t
Say
No
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4. |
WE LIVE THE FANTASY
04:29
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Baby on the screen
We watch the fantasy
As you touch me
I live the dream
Baby came to please
Cannot reject me
You are forced to please
You live on your knees
Baby can’t you see
You were made for me
Im always in need
Now come and make me
Bleed
Baby can’t you see
You so desperately
Are in need of me
To give you fantasy
[Guitar solo]
{Synth solo}
You mean nothing
Nothing to me
As you run from me
We live the fantasy
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5. |
I NEED I WANT I TAKE
04:38
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Sometimes I cannot control myself
I think of him
When I touch myself
Falling down I ask for help
Trapped in my own
Special hell
Losing all my faith today
When I touch you
I feel so strange
Ill become whoever you need me to be
Wet lips, ripped, with sodomy
Im used up honey but I feel nice
Im worth the cost
Worth the price
Satisfaction guaranteed
With minimal recovery
You can shape me into anything
Kiss my lips with diamond rings
Beat me up until I’m black and blue
Call me a whore
Fuck me til I’m used
I NEED
I WANT
I TAKE
Death they say will never last
Victims run from their past
I see my death everyday
The same voices never go away
Lucifer never fell alone
Fell with many
Upon his throne
Pleasure to writhe upon the time
For every time you state your lies
Can’t simplify the sacrifice
Healing of I
Which to will suffice
Of those who entice the blood of thine
Shall be spilled
And drunk like wine
I can’t deny
The cravings that I
Can’t simplify
It tears me inside
I need to fix
Stitch the sickness
It gets me off when I get you off
I NEED
I WANT
I TAKE
Finger myself like I’m someone else
Im always red
Down my south
Intoxicated
Like my prescription said it
Take with liquor and amphetamines
I lay in bed with my dirty thoughts
Can’t get them clean can’t kill the thought
Fuck me dead until I rot
Fuck me dead until I rot
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7. |
POX
05:28
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Ashes fall upon my chest
As you dance upon my neck
Eyes stitched shut to tear
Them out just to taste
You repent your sins
They stand by they’re soaking
Wet from what flows out
From inside you
Entranced by your synergy
They swallow needles to follow you
Trapped to dance to the beat
Of your drums
They force themselves upon HIM
Collected prize each gets
A piece all doesn’t go to waste
The fresher the kill
The sweeter the meat
Who can deny
This release
You’ve become god
Who questions?
No one.
No body to claim the defeat
Hate to lie
It brings me joy to survive
Just to
Watch you slowly die
I love to writhe
While the life leaves your eyes
It makes me feel
Alive
Heaven sent now I’m
Sending you back
Whether or not I have your approval
You were my angel for once
Now I’ve fucked you enough
Don’t be sad about your
Dismissal
Kiss kiss
Trapped inside this tortured head
Lies a bullet with no name
Breathe on command while stroking your ego
The withered all remain
Desires and lust are controlling you now
They command your hands to my
Body parts
Red on your hands
Im screaming in sins
Just to let go of your raptured hell
Rapture comes down my throat
Like a beast its unrelenting
Lascivious in pouts
I can’t shut you down
Just take up every part of my damned soul
Trapped inside this tortured head
Lies a bullet with no name
Breathe on command while stroking your ego
The withered all remain
Hate to lie
It brings me joy to survive
Just to
Watch you slowly die
I love to writhe
While the life leaves your eyes
It makes me feel
Alive
Heaven sent now I’m
Sending you back
Whether or not I have your approval
You were my angel for once
Now I’ve fucked you enough
Don’t be sad about your
Dismissal
Kiss kiss
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8. |
PEEPSHOW
05:04
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I’ve been looking through standard eyes
Hard to tell hard to please hard to get through it
But I aint looking for someone to understand
But ill take anything that I can
Ive been getting ahead of myself
Transfixed I took a hit its not sitting well
Too gone too blue too far to tell
Transfixed I took a hit its not sitting well
And they make their mark at the peepshow
All alone looking to cast stones
To those who deny them the peepshow
They enjoy their vice at the peepshow
And they make their mark at the peepshow
All alone looking to cast stones
To those who deny them the peepshow
They enjoy their vice at the peepshow
Im becoming so lost in time
Memories are ripped
Through my eyes
He forces me to
Satisfy
Hes leaving me with
The saddest eyes
I can’t turn it off
He won’t shut down
Run too fast and
it won’t last you
Fall too hard you
Break and die
Run too fast and
It won’t last you
Fall too hard
You break and die
And they make their mark at the peepshow
All alone looking to cast stones
To those who deny them the peepshow
They enjoy their vice at the peepshow
And they make their mark at the peepshow
All alone looking to cast stones
To those who deny them the peepshow
They enjoy their vice at the peepshow
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9. |
POX UNSTITCHED
05:28
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Ashes fall upon my chest
As you dance upon my neck
Eyes stitched shut to tear
Them out just to taste
You repent your sins
They stand by they’re soaking
Wet from what flows out
From inside you
Entranced by your synergy
They swallow needles to follow you
Trapped to dance to the beat
Of your drums
They force themselves upon HIM
Collected prize each gets
A piece all doesn’t go to waste
The fresher the kill
The sweeter the meat
Who can deny
This release
You’ve become god
Who questions?
No one.
No body to claim the defeat
Hate to lie
It brings me joy to survive
Just to
Watch you slowly die
I love to writhe
While the life leaves your eyes
It makes me feel
Alive
Heaven sent now I’m
Sending you back
Whether or not I have your approval
You were my angel for once
Now I’ve fucked you enough
Don’t be sad about your
Dismissal
Kiss kiss
Trapped inside this tortured head
Lies a bullet with no name
Breathe on command while stroking your ego
The withered all remain
Desires and lust are controlling you now
They command your hands to my
Body parts
Red on your hands
Im screaming in sins
Just to let go of your raptured hell
Rapture comes down my throat
Like a beast its unrelenting
Lascivious in pouts
I can’t shut you down
Just take up every part of my damned soul
Trapped inside this tortured head
Lies a bullet with no name
Breathe on command while stroking your ego
The withered all remain
Hate to lie
It brings me joy to survive
Just to
Watch you slowly die
I love to writhe
While the life leaves your eyes
It makes me feel
Alive
Heaven sent now I’m
Sending you back
Whether or not I have your approval
You were my angel for once
Now I’ve fucked you enough
Don’t be sad about your
Dismissal
Kiss kiss
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10. |
PEEPSHOW RE-RECORD
05:18
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